This week is really stressful!..barely 4 hours of sleep a day. But then again, Easter holiday is just around the corner. That shall be my motivation to help me get through this week =)

Its nice to have something to look forward too..Something that motivates you to move on despite the obstacles along the way..hehe.
Hmm..so what motivates me?..or whom?
lol.

Kau Ilhamku =)

God bless the broken road

its been a while since i last blogged..lolz.
Ermz, back in aus after my 3 months of summer holiday!..mann, its hard to study after 3 months of doing nothing..haha. but so far so good..4 weeks and i haven slept in class or been late for class! XD progress..i like!
haha..OCF has been great too! New cell grp, new frenz, new responsibilities, new experiences!
There's homecell/overnight pj party and a birthday celebration this weekend.. Going for easter camp too which is next weekend!..exciting..would be even better if i din have exams and assignment due next week. lol

So yeah, very busy..but having a good time. Thank God! =) Really, God is my strength, my source of hope..i was going thru my stuff, and i found this bookmark. a gift frm someone...not sure who..hahah. and the words on the bookmark really touched me.
" help me to remember Lord, nothing is going to happen today that You and i cant handle together'
How true is that? so amazing..!! God is always with me..to fight my battles with me. My guide, my partner!
Of coz there are times when i feel i dun deserve it..like, there are so many times i failed Him. But then again, by His grace and mercy, we're forgiven =) When we ask for forgiveness, and repent,have faith that we are forgiven! ive learn to forgive myself..well, at least im trying. Once again, progress..i like!! =D

hahah! yeah..almost 3 am d, better get back to work..got morning class 2mr..=/
lol..one last thing to share..my current fav song!

Bless the Broken Road - Rascall Flatts.

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you


Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you


I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true


Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you =))

today i led my first bible study!! yay for me!
haha. well, melbourne uni and melbourne city organizes this leadership training thingy (LTC) every year, and i was asked to join it this sem. so yeah, its a 4 weeks course, and we're suppose to lead bible study plus be in charge of a project. Its called Mercy Ministry, and we're suppose to come up with an project for our cells in OCF to take part in. blood donation, visitations etc etc. so yeah..its scary at first, but its getting better now. I was so scared bout the bible study that i actually dreamt of it. i dreamt i gave a piece of sausage and spagetti to every1 who took part in the discussion. weird huh. lolz =.=
haha..everything went okay..really thank God for that!

newayy..next 2 weeks is gonna be veryyyy hectic. You know wad, i cant wait for christmas! haha

and..Happy birthday Kylie!!! i hope u enjoyed ur day, which im sure u did!..and i wish i could be there to celebrate with you..postpone sikit lah k..celebrate wen im back! haha!

bye!

its been a while since ive blogged..oh well =p
haha..well, im settled back in Aus. Studies are okay i guess..starting to feel the stress d..so fast rite, its only week 3! =.=

Besides that, church is okay, cell grp is also okay..everythings okay! thank God =)
lolz..back to studies..right..=D

2 more!

thats where we have our exams..its freezing in there!

my 1st time doing exams wearing gloves.

haha

Newayyyyyy, done with bio and chem!..2 papers to go!..calc and food =)))!!

can u sense my excitement?? hahaha!

hehe..a reminder for those who forgot

how i look like. =D!!

lol..exams, here i come!!

cant sleep..thinking too much leh.
neway,the pass few days was gd. Did some studying for my bio test, went out wid uni frenz..and watched "too fast too furious" wid bro n his frenz. the show was ok. Ehh, the popcorn here salty wan leh..quite nice tho! lolz..2mr meeting up with cell grp for dinner..and den its back to classes =) lol,will put some pics up soon.

yeah,i should really get some slp..nitez!

Why

Why - Nicole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day

Just me and my daddy

He said I'd finally reached that age

And I could ride next to him on a horse

That of course was not quite as wild

We heard a crowd of people shouting

And so we stopped to find out why

And there was that man

that my dad said he loved

But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming?

Why are the faces of some of them beaming?

Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?

I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows

Daddy please can't you do something?

He looks as though he's gonna cry

You said he was stronger then all of those guys

Daddy please tell me why?

Why does everyone want him to die

Later that day the sky grew cloudy

And daddy said I should go inside

Somehow he knew things would get stormy

Boy was he right

But I could not keep from wondering

If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out

I was not afraid of getting lost

So I followed the crowds

To a hill where I knew men had been killed

And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said Father why are they screaming?

Why are the faces of some of them beaming?

Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?

This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows

Father please can't you do something?

I know that you must hear my cry

I thought I could handle a cross of this size

Father remind me why?

Why does everyone want me to die?

When will I understand why?

My precious son

I hear them screaming

I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming

But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own

Jesus this hurts me much more then you know

But this dark hour I must do nothing

Though I've heard your unbearable cries

The power in your blood

Destroys all of the lies

Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies

Look there below

See the child

Trembling by her father's side..

Now I can tell you why

She is why you must die...

....we are the reason He gave His life..=)

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PS : check out this song. its beautiful!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mckYML9O8Ws

holidayyy!

yeah! holiday starts now!..no class on thursdays, so got extra one day of holiday =)
had a few test the last few days..quite nice loh. After Food4aHealthyPlanet test, the faculty belanja us lunch man. Sandwiches, bread, apples..haha. mmg healthy!
And after Bio prac test, they gave us chocs. so nice lah =)
Hopefully results ok la..haha

Neway, gonna go jln jln n might catch a movie wid lucia 2mr! =D
Holzz, here i come!

part 2

whoa..apparently im not that forgetful,and the black out had nth to do with me not paying my bills =D!!

kk, this is wad happened..on the 27th floor, the water pump burst, and the whole floor was flooded..Then, the electrical switch boards got wet, and thus, no electricity frm the 27th floor all the way down to the lowest floor...haha! so yaloh, im on the 10th floor..therefore my apart is affected. sadness! but really thank God for protection..this afternoon, i was walking down the stairs ( the lifts were nt working), i met this gal frm singapore..den she told me story la! it seems last night, wen the water pump burst,and the electricity was cut off, there was an evacuation. haha...and i pulak nicely tucked in bed, chatting on fon wid mel, not aware of the evacuation! i think my floor wasnt notified loh..coz wen i went out to the corridor, everyone in my floor was still in their apartments. so i tot its like a normal black out, and juz have to wait it out. mana tau so serious. hmm, maybe my floor is quite a distance frm the 27th floor,so not necessary to evacuate kua...haha,anyway, really thank God for protection loh =D

The electricity is still not back, and im blogging in the dark! my hsemate will be staying over at her frens place, and ill be going over to my bro's place. will stay there for the weekend. Have to start studying for my test loh! haha!
ehh, the fridge stinks man! haha..the food all rotten d..haihz! but thank God i din do grocery shopping for this week yet!..if nt, all my food wasted! hehe God is good!! =)!

so yaloh! gonna slp now while i wait for my bro 2 come get me! at least i managed to charge my laptop n fon at uni. not so scary.
hehe..neway,i really wanna thank God. Despite all the "happenings", somehow, everything is ok.. the ppl are working hard to fix the prob, i have my bro with me, family n frens support..so yeah..Really, God is forever faithful! Praise Him!

He's watching over me, my every step!..He's my shield, my strength! Therefore, i shall not be afraid! muahaha =)