Underneath it All

2011-08-04T01:29:00.002+10:00

emotionally tired.
aihz.

2011-08-01T21:21:00.002+10:00

I haven blog in ages..oh my!

You know what, i cant believe im in my final sem of my final year. I remember starting this blog when i first left for Melb 3 years ago.
Time really flies.

Been thinking a lot of the past 3 years. Recapturing moments, events, memories - both good and bad.

However,looking back, i can boldly say that;
1) God is faithful. He has seen me through every circumstance.
2) God is full of grace. Ive failed a thousand times, still His mercy remains.
3) God is good. He blessed with what i need and with so much more.

hmmm...
=)

In His time

2010-05-29T02:23:00.003+10:00

In His time, in His time
He makes all things beautiful in His time
Lord, please show me every day as You're teaching me Your way
that You do just what You say in Your time

In Your time, in Your time
You make all things beautiful in Your time
Lord, my life to You I bring may each song I have to sing
be to You a lovely thing in Your time.

- Ill walk, You lead -

God's love is total

2010-05-21T16:51:00.003+10:00

Ephesians 4 : 18b
"...how wide, how long, how high, and how deep His love is."

Read this in the study bible, and it really touch me!
God's love is total. It reaches every corner of our own experiences. It is WIDE. It covers the breadth of our own experience and it reaches out to the whole world. God's love is LONG. It continues the length of our lives. His love is HIGH. It rises to to the height of our celebration and elation. His love is DEEP. It reaches to the depths of of discouragement, despair, and even death.

When you feel shut out or isolated, remember you can never be lost to GOD'S LOVE =D

2010-03-29T02:44:00.006+11:00

This week is really stressful!..barely 4 hours of sleep a day. But then again, Easter holiday is just around the corner. That shall be my motivation to help me get through this week =)

Its nice to have something to look forward too..Something that motivates you to move on despite the obstacles along the way..hehe.
Hmm..so what motivates me?..or whom?
lol.

Kau Ilhamku =)

God bless the broken road

2010-03-25T02:19:00.004+11:00

its been a while since i last blogged..lolz.
Ermz, back in aus after my 3 months of summer holiday!..mann, its hard to study after 3 months of doing nothing..haha. but so far so good..4 weeks and i haven slept in class or been late for class! XD progress..i like!
haha..OCF has been great too! New cell grp, new frenz, new responsibilities, new experiences!
There's homecell/overnight pj party and a birthday celebration this weekend.. Going for easter camp too which is next weekend!..exciting..would be even better if i din have exams and assignment due next week. lol

So yeah, very busy..but having a good time. Thank God! =) Really, God is my strength, my source of hope..i was going thru my stuff, and i found this bookmark. a gift frm someone...not sure who..hahah. and the words on the bookmark really touched me.
" help me to remember Lord, nothing is going to happen today that You and i cant handle together'
How true is that? so amazing..!! God is always with me..to fight my battles with me. My guide, my partner!
Of coz there are times when i feel i dun deserve it..like, there are so many times i failed Him. But then again, by His grace and mercy, we're forgiven =) When we ask for forgiveness, and repent,have faith that we are forgiven! ive learn to forgive myself..well, at least im trying. Once again, progress..i like!! =D

hahah! yeah..almost 3 am d, better get back to work..got morning class 2mr..=/
lol..one last thing to share..my current fav song!

Bless the Broken Road - Rascall Flatts.

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you =))

2009-08-29T22:54:00.002+10:00

today i led my first bible study!! yay for me!
haha. well, melbourne uni and melbourne city organizes this leadership training thingy (LTC) every year, and i was asked to join it this sem. so yeah, its a 4 weeks course, and we're suppose to lead bible study plus be in charge of a project. Its called Mercy Ministry, and we're suppose to come up with an project for our cells in OCF to take part in. blood donation, visitations etc etc. so yeah..its scary at first, but its getting better now. I was so scared bout the bible study that i actually dreamt of it. i dreamt i gave a piece of sausage and spagetti to every1 who took part in the discussion. weird huh. lolz =.=
haha..everything went okay..really thank God for that!

newayy..next 2 weeks is gonna be veryyyy hectic. You know wad, i cant wait for christmas! haha

and..Happy birthday Kylie!!! i hope u enjoyed ur day, which im sure u did!..and i wish i could be there to celebrate with you..postpone sikit lah k..celebrate wen im back! haha!

bye!

2009-08-13T20:49:00.002+10:00

its been a while since ive blogged..oh well =p
haha..well, im settled back in Aus. Studies are okay i guess..starting to feel the stress d..so fast rite, its only week 3! =.=

Besides that, church is okay, cell grp is also okay..everythings okay! thank God =)
lolz..back to studies..right..=D

2 more!

2009-06-11T20:31:00.003+10:00

thats where we have our exams..its freezing in there!

my 1st time doing exams wearing gloves.

haha

Newayyyyyy, done with bio and chem!..2 papers to go!..calc and food =)))!!

can u sense my excitement?? hahaha!

2009-06-05T01:00:00.002+10:00

hehe..a reminder for those who forgot

how i look like. =D!!

lol..exams, here i come!!

2009-04-18T05:26:00.002+10:00

cant sleep..thinking too much leh.
neway,the pass few days was gd. Did some studying for my bio test, went out wid uni frenz..and watched "too fast too furious" wid bro n his frenz. the show was ok. Ehh, the popcorn here salty wan leh..quite nice tho! lolz..2mr meeting up with cell grp for dinner..and den its back to classes =) lol,will put some pics up soon.

yeah,i should really get some slp..nitez!

Why

2009-04-10T18:19:00.003+10:00

Why - Nicole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day

Just me and my daddy

He said I'd finally reached that age

And I could ride next to him on a horse

That of course was not quite as wild

We heard a crowd of people shouting

And so we stopped to find out why

And there was that man

that my dad said he loved

But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming?

Why are the faces of some of them beaming?

Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?

I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows

Daddy please can't you do something?

He looks as though he's gonna cry

You said he was stronger then all of those guys

Daddy please tell me why?

Why does everyone want him to die

Later that day the sky grew cloudy

And daddy said I should go inside

Somehow he knew things would get stormy

Boy was he right

But I could not keep from wondering

If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out

I was not afraid of getting lost

So I followed the crowds

To a hill where I knew men had been killed

And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said Father why are they screaming?

Why are the faces of some of them beaming?

Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?

This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows

Father please can't you do something?

I know that you must hear my cry

I thought I could handle a cross of this size

Father remind me why?

Why does everyone want me to die?

When will I understand why?

My precious son

I hear them screaming

I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming

But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own

Jesus this hurts me much more then you know

But this dark hour I must do nothing

Though I've heard your unbearable cries

The power in your blood

Destroys all of the lies

Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies

Look there below

See the child

Trembling by her father's side..

Now I can tell you why

She is why you must die...

....we are the reason He gave His life..=)

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PS : check out this song. its beautiful!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mckYML9O8Ws

holidayyy!

2009-04-08T18:07:00.002+10:00

yeah! holiday starts now!..no class on thursdays, so got extra one day of holiday =)
had a few test the last few days..quite nice loh. After Food4aHealthyPlanet test, the faculty belanja us lunch man. Sandwiches, bread, apples..haha. mmg healthy!
And after Bio prac test, they gave us chocs. so nice lah =)
Hopefully results ok la..haha

Neway, gonna go jln jln n might catch a movie wid lucia 2mr! =D
Holzz, here i come!

part 2

2009-04-03T17:23:00.003+11:00

whoa..apparently im not that forgetful,and the black out had nth to do with me not paying my bills =D!!

kk, this is wad happened..on the 27th floor, the water pump burst, and the whole floor was flooded..Then, the electrical switch boards got wet, and thus, no electricity frm the 27th floor all the way down to the lowest floor...haha! so yaloh, im on the 10th floor..therefore my apart is affected. sadness! but really thank God for protection..this afternoon, i was walking down the stairs ( the lifts were nt working), i met this gal frm singapore..den she told me story la! it seems last night, wen the water pump burst,and the electricity was cut off, there was an evacuation. haha...and i pulak nicely tucked in bed, chatting on fon wid mel, not aware of the evacuation! i think my floor wasnt notified loh..coz wen i went out to the corridor, everyone in my floor was still in their apartments. so i tot its like a normal black out, and juz have to wait it out. mana tau so serious. hmm, maybe my floor is quite a distance frm the 27th floor,so not necessary to evacuate kua...haha,anyway, really thank God for protection loh =D

The electricity is still not back, and im blogging in the dark! my hsemate will be staying over at her frens place, and ill be going over to my bro's place. will stay there for the weekend. Have to start studying for my test loh! haha!
ehh, the fridge stinks man! haha..the food all rotten d..haihz! but thank God i din do grocery shopping for this week yet!..if nt, all my food wasted! hehe God is good!! =)!

so yaloh! gonna slp now while i wait for my bro 2 come get me! at least i managed to charge my laptop n fon at uni. not so scary.
hehe..neway,i really wanna thank God. Despite all the "happenings", somehow, everything is ok.. the ppl are working hard to fix the prob, i have my bro with me, family n frens support..so yeah..Really, God is forever faithful! Praise Him!

He's watching over me, my every step!..He's my shield, my strength! Therefore, i shall not be afraid! muahaha =)

let there be light..!!

2009-04-03T11:51:00.002+11:00

joker man..my building takda electricity!..and the funny thing is, onli a few floors are affected anddddddddd...my floor is one of them! haha..quite scary lor..last night nt too bad,at least the corridor gt lights,frm the generator thingy i guess..bt today, wen i got home frm uni,the corridor was in total darkness! cant even see the lock on the door..had to raba raba my door to find it! hahahaha..sad leh..phone no battery liao,cant call anyone! cant even call the building manager.. and its raining..so there's no sun!..and its like 12 noon.

Im sitting in the dark, eating my lunch!..relying on my com for light..once the battery dies, im getting out of the hse..will stay in uni lor till tonight. hopefully this thing can be solved quickly..gt exams to study for summore..aiseh!

*wait..did i pay my bills???...o.0!!!!!*

2009-04-01T19:07:00.009+11:00

I forgot to bring my purse to uni today!..haha!..i walked into the tram, sat down, and open my bag to look for my purse to get my tram ticket and realised i din bring it -.-! left it in the other bag..lolz
thank God i keep my coins in a separate purse because of its heaviness! muahaha..so yeah,managed to buy a daily tram ticket and a bowl of noodles for lunch..hehe..and i still had enough to get myself a bottle of coke! =D (pai seh lah to pimjam $$ frm frenz..hehe)

So yup, i was quite shocked loh..i din know i kept that many coins,summore not those cute 2 dollar coins which are small light n cute, but i had aloooot of 20cents n 50cents leh..super big, n heavy..well,at least i managed to use it all,reduce the heavines of my bag..haha) So, all together, i used 14 dollars,and i still have coins left =D!

thank God! =)!

Anyways...
Had 4 lectures 2day..so happy,no bio prac! so by 2,i was home. ahaha. I feel quite bad tho..its only been a mnth in uni,and im already slacking! haha..very sien leh the lects! so hard to stay focus (more like staying awake =D) haha..sooo,to kill time during lects, esp Food4aHealthyPlanet, this is wad we do...

Lucia's really good in drawing!

haha, we changed chem lecturer..This prof a lil
bit more fierce than the previous Prof

Boring! ~~~~~

Lolz, Lucia's awesome drawing

"guess who i am,find me =p"

Found you? lolz!

Neway, this is Yasuko.

She's from japan!

"Takasimas!" ahah we have to say tat b4 we eat!..well i think that is wad we need to say >.<

and this is Lucia, frm Indonesia =)
3 of us have almost all our lects together..hehe

"Aly's Syndrome" she calls it..ahah! i love to eat this korean noodles at uni, and at 1st, Lucia din like it...but after seeing me eat it,everyday fo 2 weeks, she started to like it too..=)

yummy!!!

~~really thank God for everything...without HIm,i am nothing~~

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~suddenly the world seems such a perfect place,

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

and it all revolve around you~

....And I’m surrounded by

A million people, I

Still feel alone

Oh, let go home

Oh, I miss you, you know...

I miss home so much! =)

2009-03-23T20:20:00.002+11:00

I GOT MY INTERNET!!

FINALLY!! ahhh..so happy!

thanks kor!..and thanks to those who helped..you know hu u are =p

=)!!

2009-03-23T14:14:00.002+11:00

muahaha! tutorial got canceled today!! MUAHAHAHA!!
Eh On mondays, ive got 4 lectures and 3 tutorials tau =(
BUT!..i got onli 1 tutorial on tuesday, and i have thurs off!!!
suffer 3 days, enjoy 4 (plus weekends)
nice =)
Neways,this week ill be very busy..thanks to the pracs..isk. but next week,ill be very free!

Got an hour break now b4 my last class for today..den im going back home to sleeeeep..hmmmmmm
sudden craving for hot choc! i shall go get it now. haha..c ya!

haihz

2009-03-17T14:55:00.002+11:00

wahhh..its only the 3rd week of uni and im soooo stressed up! wad is this man =( work never seem to end..assignments piling up..gigantic text books to study!..argh! =(!!!!

Ive been in the library for four hours..and onli manage to do 1 1/2 out of 4 assignments..

GOd..help me! =)

2009-03-15T02:04:00.002+11:00

Lolz..staying over at mel jared n tong's hse. hehe..so happy! get to use internet here..hahahah!
neways, i think tong n jared are playing game downstairs and im doing my assignment in mel's room while she sleeps!!!! argh..so tempting..i feel like slping too! isk =(
hehe..meeting Lj 2mr,and we're going Vic market to shop =)

why must the weekend pass by so fast!! its gonna be monday so sooooon..hahaha

-- it breaks my heart to see you cry..would you please smile for me? =) --

2009-03-12T01:01:00.003+11:00

had my 1st lab class today..bio prac!

its a 3 hr class -.-"

Quite boring lor..have to look for my specimen using the microscope..some kind of cell la..and like out of 6 specimens, i could onli find and see one cell!!

Sad rite? haha...microscopes n i dun get along!..hehe.

Thank God its over, and i somehow manage to hand in my work.

oh yeah, i spilled some red-colour chemical on my hands..so my fingers are bright pink now! looks like im bleeding..haha!

Next week no bio prac,but got chem prac for the next 3 weeks!!..argh..3 hrs per class..so sien!!!

neways, im really missing home!..missing my family so so much, my friends, doggie,Angel girl!..Church..Youth..Yac!

homesick man! lolz

haihz! Gonna makan Indo mee and get back to work,lolz!..bb =)

~~ You'llBeInMyHeart ~~

2009-03-09T22:40:00.003+11:00

Currently addicted to the song

"Can i have this dance"

Nice lehh =)

Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes locked on mine

And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me

(now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)

We'll keep dancing

(to keep dancing)

wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning

the chances of finding

someone like you

It's one in a million,

the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together,

we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

(can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

Take my hand,

I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you thru it all

And you can't keep us apart

(even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)

'Cause my heart is

(cause my heart is)

wherever you are

It's like catching lightning

the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million,

the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together,

we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

(can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

Oh no mountains too high enough,

no oceans too wide

'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe,

that we were meant to be

The real thing

2009-03-03T23:13:00.002+11:00

my parents juz left..=(
My parents made my 1st week in melbourne fun, nice n easy!
I guess now is the real thing man!..first time away frm home =/ The house so dark n quiet now..aiseh..

neways, really thank God for my family..and thank God for 'you' too..=)

survivng on 30 bucks of credit!!

2009-03-02T23:44:00.003+11:00

Hey ppl!! =) Cant say much for now..using pre-paid broadband now and my credit is runnin low real fast!! =/ Anywayyyy...1st day of uni was fine..was late 5 mins for my morning lecture tho! i blame the weather! >.< lolz..but i will definitely make an effort not to be late anymore =)

Well,there are ups and downs,cant deny that!..summore my parents are leaving 2mr..
=(...
...but i know everything will be fine! =)!

Will do a proper update soon!..i think my internet thingy is coming in about 2 weeks..okok,c ya!

~so close yet so far..
so far yet so close =)!~

HANI!!!!

2009-02-25T12:46:00.002+11:00

Hani!!! We miss you..Im with Kim now at uni..=)
He's helping me with my time table and he's bugging me about my used-to-be-red hair.

TS here.
She's making me type here.
Well, for one, I'm definitely not cheating on you with her anymore cause her hair not red.
TOTAL SADNESS..
k there :)
I miss you girl.
Love always

Aly here!
hahaha..how are u girl! i miss you man =)
Uni life here okok onli lor..its summer n its SOOOO cold!
Weird >.<
hahah..take care n ill c u on9 soooooon =D

2009-02-20T19:30:00.003+11:00

The time has come..see you soon =/..=)..

new chapter of my life =)

2009-02-20T01:33:00.004+11:00

God is in control by Avalon

This is no time for fear

This is a time for faith and determination

Don't lose the vision here

Carried away by emotion

Hold on to all that you hide in your heart

There is one thing that has always been true

It holds the world together

God is in control

We believe that His children will not be forsaken

God is in control

We will choose to remember and never be shaken

There is no power above or beside Him, we know

God is in control, oh God is in control

History marches on

There is a bottom line drawn across the ages

Culture can make its plan

Oh, but the line never changes

No matter how the deception may fly

There is one thing that has always been true

It will be true forever

He has never let you down

Why start to worry now?

He is still the Lord of all we see

And He is still the loving Father

Watching over you and me

Watching over you, watching over me,

Watching over every thing

Watching over you, watching over me

Every little sparrow, every little things

Every little things

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He Will carry me by Mark Schultz

I call,

You hear me

I’ve lost it all

And it’s more than I can bear

I feel so empty
You’re strong I’m weary

I’m holdin’ on

But I feel like givin’ in

But still You’re with me

And even though I’m walkin’ through

The valley of the shadow

I will hold tight to the hand of Him

Whose love will comfort me

And when all hope is gone

And I’ve been wounded in the battle

He is all the strength that I will

Ever need

And He will carry me

I know I’m broken

But You alone

Can mend this heart of mine

You’re always with me

And even though I feel so lonely

Like I’ve never been before

You never said it would be easy

But You said you’d see me through The storm

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hehe,with that,im good to go! =D

Well,Of coz sad laaa..so many ppl n things i need to leave behind for the next 10 mnths.

Will miss my family, frenz n my doggie so soooo much =/

But i guess there's nth i need to worry about..like the title of the song..God is in control!..and He will carry me thru the good and bad times =)

So yeah!! will enjoy my last night kat malaysia =p

See you guys sooooooooon!

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oooOOOHH..special thanks to Kylie n XinFei for the lovely gift n lunch =) i appreciate it loadz!!..i will miss you galz so much =)

C.A.K for life!

Alyssa Chiley and Kylie for life!!

Thanks for everything! Will miss you 2 like crazy =)

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Special thanks to my G1 buddies too =)!!!

Thanks soooo much for everything, i believe i speak on behalf of those who are away kat aussie! =)

G1 for life!!

Thanks for everything..especially for the sweet memories! =)

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P.s. Please pardom my cacated spacing!! hehehe =)

my love will get you home

2009-01-28T04:39:00.002+11:00

sweeet song!~

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

=)

miss forgetful

2009-01-28T01:47:00.008+11:00

Something funny happened last night =p....

I was in the mood to blog last night! was like super semangat! (this feelng doesnt come often =D ) So i went to my room, sat down, on pc, went online..n was about to sign in..and i realised i forgot wad my g mail was!! HAhaha!! i was seriously sooooo emo!..i kept trying to log in with all the possible g mail add i can think of..but all oso tak betul!..aiseh!

After a while,i got bored..i seriously couldnt rmb a thing! So, desperately, i turned to mel n mal for help! hahaaha!

Mal was very helpful!..he said he has experienced this before, since he helped his fren once!..hahah! n mel was telling me to try something ( which i din really understand..but thx anyway! )

While cracking my head, trying to remember back my e mail, i was already considering of starting my 3rd blog..haha! i was thinking of "alythelyly_revived" or something like that! n mel suggested "alythelylyly" loLz..Wow,if i really have to start a 3rd blog,how embarassing can that be man..=/

So yeah, after bout an hour or so..mal finally found back my email!..i dunno how,but i am thankful! lolz..=)

So because of mal n mel, i have the opportunity to blog again!..hahaha! So thanks! =D

Mel n i

Mal n i

my best friends =)

Ever so faithful

2009-01-14T04:19:00.003+11:00

He'll never let us go,thru it all!~

Aint it comforting to know God is alwyas by your side? Thru good times,and not so good times..He's always there! =)

Sometimes went troubles come our way,we lose sight of everything..we forget that God is in control..and we fail to commit our problem to God..i really struggle with this,but im learning! hehe

Neways, suddenly thought of this verse

Proverbs 3:5,6

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He will make your path straight"

So basically, dun take matters into your own hands but trust God,and commit everything to Him. He will be faithful to see us thru =)

hehe..so yeah! Thank you Lord for Your love,faithfulness and Your amazing grace!

..btw,i went for body massage with my mommy today,and my back hurts like crazy now!! haha =/

Finally!

2009-01-10T15:32:00.002+11:00

hehe! finally created my very own blog..lolz! well, not exactly me who created it,but Gabby! so thanks!! hahaha..since she helped me,this post is specially dedicated to her..=)

Neways,tot of getting a blog since i'll be leaving for aussie soon. So yeah! haha.

Hmm, I actually had a blog before..hehe..but i kind of forgotten the URL. haha!
Dun worry, I will not let it happen again!! *fingers crossed*

This is Gabby btw!

Thanks ya!..and stop laughing at my cacated com skills! grrr!

happy birthday girl! =)